Julie, I read your post and had nothing but admiration for your friendโs initiative in not letting the scam pandemic hold her back. She has enjoyed so many experiences and really lived for adventure. No mean feat with two children to look after. How sad that she has Stage 4 cancer, I hope she is on Fenbendazole or one of the other treatments for cancer. How sad for someone with such a love of life.
Straight from the heart and a nonetheless brilliantly constructed piece of writing. As a reader, I did not see that coming. As a friend you didnโt see it coming either. I lost both a sister in law and brother in law to cancer. Didnโt see it coming either. Unfortunately, in this era of excess deaths, we are evermore likely to see it coming - yet to feel devastated nonetheless. Thank you for reminding us not to feel powerless. Ultimately, your instinct was not to wallow but to absolutely honour and celebrate your incredible friend with your words.
Maybe privately I wallow a little, meditating on the injustice of it all but I wanted to put something out there that captures her spirit rather than the predicament she finds herself in.
Re your family members, yes sadly cancer is one of those diseases that touches so many of us. The stats tell us itโs coming for at least one person we love dearly.
There are so many clichรฉs around cancer and disease in general. I hate the language of โfightingโ and โbattlingโ. (I even prickled a little writing โbraving the rainโ but liked the device of it against the initial bad weather) because I have always found it a bit patronising. As with any โfightโ then it becomes about winning and losing. I never want to read about her โlosing her battle with cancerโ because whatever happens she is forever my winner in my heart and I refuse to connect her with failure of any sort.
Yes, totally agree re โthe battleโ. What you tend to see is people coping with the toxicity of chemo or contending with the social and administrative tailspin that they are knocked into. Cancer is one of those monetised bogeymen like terrorism or drugs that weโre all supposed to be engaged in a constant, profitable war with. Iโm not saying itโs not real, but itโs ever present at a cellular level and carcinogens are practically unavoidable now. Living well is all weโve got. Your graceful friend has been doing it right all along.
What a great tribute. What a wonderful full life lived. A life us people seeking to be free aspire to. Sending your friend healing vibes and prayers and a hug for you.๐
Damn, what a post. I love this part "We chat like spies. Unpopular and controversial opinions on โCovidโ policy shifting between us as awkward chess moves as we discuss the implications of lockdowns" ....I could imagine in my mind you two giggling while others stare through their fear of the invisible enemy, you two shattered that into pieces.... you're a powerhouse right beside her....I'm so sorry for your loss (saw your other post), may she find equally delightful adventures on the other side and I'm sure your time together traveled with her from the earthly plane to her next journey. Blessings.
I remember that day fondly. It was a strange little cafe we ended up in, neither of us had been there before. There were lots of people you could tell were โregularsโ in there and we felt like out of towners, was all a bit โSlaughtered Lambโ. They were doing all those odd procedures like having you write in books to โsign inโ and I think the woman in charge was taking temperatures too. It was borderline comical and eerily silent. Just the clanging of spoons.
That's so sad, sorry to hear this about your friend Julie. Life just don't seem fair does it! So young and two young children ๐ฅบ Sending love โค๏ธ xx
๐ Iโm so sorry to hear this. It just goes to show you that we never truly know whatโs around the corner for us. So letโs do what we want to (or have to) do now. Itโs just getting up and out and actually doing it.
Sadly, itโs likely to come to us all at some point. More so than ever, itโs what we do in the present that really matters.
Yes the old cliches about trying to make the most of each moment ring true. Which is why right now, l am sat in a cafe chilling with a Hot Toddy listening to Bob Marley๐๐
This is why Iโve long left behind worrying about my job, for example, and whether things go right or wrong. Whatever happens, happens. Itโll either go wrong or it wonโt. The two certainties. Iโd have done my best to make sure things donโt go wrong, but hey. Some stuff is out of my control. Bottom line, in 20 years, no one will give a sh1t ๐คฃ
She rocks, as do you ๐งก Sadly vulnerability and death meet us all, at some point. But some people shine brightly whilst they are able...
Indeed.
She continues to shine ๐ฅ
Ace... x
Inspirational with a very sad sting in the tail. Hope her attitude to lifeโs journey helps her battle through. ๐
Me too. She certainly has a lot of love behind her.๐ฅฐ
Deeply sorry about your friend Julie. I hope she sees your beautiful tribute. Xxx
Her kids - 12 and 9 ๐
I havenโt showed her, feel a bit weird, didnโt know what sheโd think but thanks x
Yes, you know what's best.
Oh 12 and 9. Just awful.
Julie, I read your post and had nothing but admiration for your friendโs initiative in not letting the scam pandemic hold her back. She has enjoyed so many experiences and really lived for adventure. No mean feat with two children to look after. How sad that she has Stage 4 cancer, I hope she is on Fenbendazole or one of the other treatments for cancer. How sad for someone with such a love of life.
I only found out yesterday. Iโm still in shock with it.
I donโt know what sheโs on but she is very clued up so I am sure sheโs making some well informed choices.
I wish her well Julie
Straight from the heart and a nonetheless brilliantly constructed piece of writing. As a reader, I did not see that coming. As a friend you didnโt see it coming either. I lost both a sister in law and brother in law to cancer. Didnโt see it coming either. Unfortunately, in this era of excess deaths, we are evermore likely to see it coming - yet to feel devastated nonetheless. Thank you for reminding us not to feel powerless. Ultimately, your instinct was not to wallow but to absolutely honour and celebrate your incredible friend with your words.
Maybe privately I wallow a little, meditating on the injustice of it all but I wanted to put something out there that captures her spirit rather than the predicament she finds herself in.
Re your family members, yes sadly cancer is one of those diseases that touches so many of us. The stats tell us itโs coming for at least one person we love dearly.
There are so many clichรฉs around cancer and disease in general. I hate the language of โfightingโ and โbattlingโ. (I even prickled a little writing โbraving the rainโ but liked the device of it against the initial bad weather) because I have always found it a bit patronising. As with any โfightโ then it becomes about winning and losing. I never want to read about her โlosing her battle with cancerโ because whatever happens she is forever my winner in my heart and I refuse to connect her with failure of any sort.
Yes, totally agree re โthe battleโ. What you tend to see is people coping with the toxicity of chemo or contending with the social and administrative tailspin that they are knocked into. Cancer is one of those monetised bogeymen like terrorism or drugs that weโre all supposed to be engaged in a constant, profitable war with. Iโm not saying itโs not real, but itโs ever present at a cellular level and carcinogens are practically unavoidable now. Living well is all weโve got. Your graceful friend has been doing it right all along.
What a great tribute. What a wonderful full life lived. A life us people seeking to be free aspire to. Sending your friend healing vibes and prayers and a hug for you.๐
She is such an inspiration, Debbieโค๏ธ
Sorry to hear that. I remember you talking about her adventures before you were boosted off the bird. Cruel.
Yes, her adventures always lit me and I always wanted to spread that light. โค๏ธ
Damn, what a post. I love this part "We chat like spies. Unpopular and controversial opinions on โCovidโ policy shifting between us as awkward chess moves as we discuss the implications of lockdowns" ....I could imagine in my mind you two giggling while others stare through their fear of the invisible enemy, you two shattered that into pieces.... you're a powerhouse right beside her....I'm so sorry for your loss (saw your other post), may she find equally delightful adventures on the other side and I'm sure your time together traveled with her from the earthly plane to her next journey. Blessings.
I remember that day fondly. It was a strange little cafe we ended up in, neither of us had been there before. There were lots of people you could tell were โregularsโ in there and we felt like out of towners, was all a bit โSlaughtered Lambโ. They were doing all those odd procedures like having you write in books to โsign inโ and I think the woman in charge was taking temperatures too. It was borderline comical and eerily silent. Just the clanging of spoons.
Just a beautiful tribute to your friend. โค๏ธ
She was such an inspiring woman. She lived her life absolutely on her terms but was such a beacon of light to others at the same time. ๐ฅ
Let hope her positive mental attitude beats any illness to. What an inspiration
Absolutely. ๐ฅ
That's so sad, sorry to hear this about your friend Julie. Life just don't seem fair does it! So young and two young children ๐ฅบ Sending love โค๏ธ xx
๐ Iโm so sorry to hear this. It just goes to show you that we never truly know whatโs around the corner for us. So letโs do what we want to (or have to) do now. Itโs just getting up and out and actually doing it.
Sadly, itโs likely to come to us all at some point. More so than ever, itโs what we do in the present that really matters.
Yes the old cliches about trying to make the most of each moment ring true. Which is why right now, l am sat in a cafe chilling with a Hot Toddy listening to Bob Marley๐๐
This is why Iโve long left behind worrying about my job, for example, and whether things go right or wrong. Whatever happens, happens. Itโll either go wrong or it wonโt. The two certainties. Iโd have done my best to make sure things donโt go wrong, but hey. Some stuff is out of my control. Bottom line, in 20 years, no one will give a sh1t ๐คฃ
Totally. Prioritise yourself, mate. Weโre a long time dead.
I totally understand that.