A few poems for Saturday Night
One about being human, one about love and one about finding your fire.
Feel
If I could ever start again
I’d tie the blindfold firmly on
So I could charge full steam ahead
Not notice damage I had done
I’d want more of the ignorance
That others have abundance of
To not sense every waterfall
That lies in wait as obstacle
Go with the flow as rocks do streams
Unable to contemplate
Have forces wash straight over me
Without a need to complicate
But here I am, raw as a birth
With this capacity to feel
The heights of heaven, depths of earth
I cannot change that I am real
Reddest Ramble
I rake the ground with trembling hand
Remembering our roses
Once yielding soil, now barren land
It’s where I came the closest
To gathering tender stems of bliss
Burgeoning buds of velvet
But thorns seized every unborn kiss
And, so I had to forfeit….
All that remains is fading scent
Last withered petals crumble
A pleasure garden of torment
The ghost of reddest ramble
Cheap Seats
Know me, lick of lightening
Incredible yet frightening
You’ll never mould the wild I hold
Nor stop this canvas brightening
.
See my arc of firming rainbow
An angel without halo
The storm, the calm, the devil’s psalm
I’ll enter you as moon glow
.
Sink in my blazing sunrise
Drink garnet tears my dusk cries
Hear hornets buzz and champagne fizz
As every fierce and fearless bird flies
.
I’m red hot coals on bare feet
I’m pin drop soft and big beat
I’m here to shine, command what’s mine
So, take yourself back to the cheap seats
I sometimes wonder what it would be like to have been the person who lets the ‘forces wash straight over me’. To have been oblivious to the motivations of others who impact our lives so negatively. Would life have been easier if I had just gone along with it all? Thought provoking poem Julie.
Love these. You write with such agency. You have stuff that needs saying and doing and the universe had better bloody well take notice. Obviously, that comes through in your prose too but your poems hint at whole other realms that need some light shining on them.